' By believing passionately in something that still does not exist, we create it. The nonexistent is whatever we have not sufficiently desired.' Franz Kafka ... 'AND, passionately following to the great author I could to assure all you - I really believe now and I beleive in power of art...' A.A.A.
A one year ago I started to paiting, it was pure happened by chance, at the right time, and in the right place …, I had oil paint and an old canvas in my room.
I painted my first picture and from that moment the painting became for me no less important as well as medicine, to which I’ve devoted most of my life. As a doctor I help to my patients and as a artist I help to myself.
And yet I want to emphasize that painting for me is not just a certain technique and color contrast, but rather an opportunity to tell you my story, my experience and also express my feelings, thoughts and fantasy on a piece of canvas.
I'm an artist who does not understand how to draw and a narrator who does not know how to write, so everything what I do, I call a ‘work’ and not pictures.
To paint a story or feeling on canvas is not easy. I’m trying to find my way, reading books about histry of painting, phylosophy and psycology, visiting museums and looking on painiting from internet. I’m trying now to develop a techniek where I could deeply hided feelings put in form of signs and symbols. I call theis techniek ‘BRIDGE’, a bridge between consiouness and unconsiouness, a bridge between believing in something and reality that I’ trying to create.